Trust Him Enough

"Trust Me Enough"
So right after I wrote that last post I got on my knees and just cried before the Lord. I didn't know what to say for a long time. And then it was like this wave of peace just swept over me and calmed me instantly. Honestly, thats what it felt like, like it just fell right from Heaven all over me. I opened up my Bible and started to read from some of the Psalms, then I opened my little devotional book called "Jesus Calling". Its a little book with something for each day and it is worded like God speaking to you. So I turned to October 10 and this is what it said.
"Trust Me enough to let things happen without striving to predict or control them. Relax, and refresh yourself in the Light of My everlasting Love. My Love-Light never dims, yet you are often unaware of My radiant Presence. When you project yourself into the future, rehearsing what you will do or say, you are seeking to be self-sufficient: to be adequate without my help. This is a subtle sin- so common that it usually slips by unnoticed.
The alternative is to live fully in the present, depending on Me each moment. Rather than fearing your inadequacy, rejoice in My abundant supply. Train your mind to seek My help continually, even when you feel competent to handle something yourself. Don't divide your life into things you can do by yourself and things that require My help, Instead, learn to rely on Me in every situation. This discipline will enable